365 day ago we said goodbye

It has been a year and people say time will ease the pain! Well the pain is still fresh, raw and hard to bear! We keep busy just to try to not think about the loss, but we miss our precious little Tucker every single day. We count our blessing and we do have many!!! I am so grateful to all those who have prayed for us, especially his mommy, daddy & big sister (she misses him so). Please continue those prayers for months and even years to come. I don't think we will ever get over this loss!!!!
Thankfully HIS,
Meme

Day by day.....

Each and everyday is a precious gift from our Lord! No one goes by that I don't think about our sweet baby boy "Tucker," the days will soon click by to what would be his "first birthday" September 2, 2010 and it is so very hard to keep my feelings in check! I seem to be getting MAD at God all over again just thinking about it! Please lift us up to the Father in prayer as this time draws closer each day.

Just today I wondered, why God allowed "Tucker" to slip thru our life so quickly? He is missed so very much! I will never know the whys and the hurt is fresh each and everyday. It is the sweet Grace of God that keeps me holding on to each breath of life and fills my heart with HOPE! Praying for my sweet family today and always,
Meme

I find it hard to blog regularly. So much to say but it always seems to be the same! Tucker is a baby who is missed and loved more each day!!!

We are now in the 8th month of the birth of our precious little boy. I so love to have new flowers at his resting place even though I know he is not there it is just a place I can put a effort in remembering. (Not that I don't think of him daily!) He now has a cousin in Heaven too! Oh how "Meme" longs to know those sweet precious babies.

If you have a chance please read, I Will Carry You by Angie Smith it is worth the time. I realize now that there are so many mommies (families) that have empty arms and angel babies! We are not alone, we stumble around daily in the same grief and feel like no one understands but there are many of us!

It is hard to understand God's plan, but I trust and believe that HE is good and loves me and you. HE is my Heavenly Father and just as he holds my babies now, I will behold HIM someday soon!

6 months old

The loss of our precious Tucker is new everyday! He would have been 6 months old in March, I can not believe how time can stand still and move so fast all at the same time! Never would I have imagined this life with out a child or grandchild!

There is a country song by Carrie Underwood that has touched me so much this week, Temporary Home, this world is only temporary, and we're on our way to someplace else, and we need to prepare now because this isn't it there is more to life than here and now. That is something I believe in my heart. It is sad but joyful because people are on their way someplace else, Heaven and Hell are real. This is just a stop on the way. I know that Jesus my Savior has already welcomed Tucker and many of my loved ones home. I know my HOME is in Heaven with my precious Tucker and many saints of God, I just know it want be long before I see all the splendor God has planned!

Please continue to pray for our family and all the families who have suffered such a loss!

To God be all the Glory!
Meme

Oh how we miss our beautiful baby boy! I can't believe he should be 5 months old today! He is missed and loved all so much at the same time!!! God you know we look forward to the day when we will see his sweet little face with big beautiful eyes. The pain we feel now will not compare to the joy we will have when we reach Heaven someday!

Always with me!

Not a day goes by that I don't think about, cry over the loss and miss so very much the short life of Tucker Keenan! Praying God will ease the pain and sorrow of our souls just a little today and give us comfort for the coming year!
Each day begins anew and I try to not dwell on what we don't have loss but what God gave us, 65 days with a precious baby boy that the doctors said we would not have for a day, but God gave us days, weeks and even months. We must dwell on the "good." He blessed our life with more than words can say in such a very short time!
Love to you all!
Meme